The flowers I have collected to pose as models in front of the camera always evoke mixed feelings. On the one hand, I create a beautiful picture, admiring their tenderness and fragility, and on the other hand, I suffer from guilt that I have taken their lives in exchange for their portrait.

   I decided to express an ambivalent emotional experience visually when the same object evokes mixed feelings in a person. This very complicated range of senses shows us the imperfection of the habitual thought pattern of splitting everything into black and white. Honestly, we cannot deny the oneness of feelings. You can love and hate at the same time. Contradiction feelings always try to connect at one point.

  Embracing emotional duality on a conscious level, you can see its beauty.